So, it's the middle of the night.
It feels like every smile aches.
But I can't make myself cry.
I don't want to feel like this.
(I thought I was done feeling like this.)
But now, I don't know what to do anymore when no one can listen.
And I don't know who will read this.
But I don't want to have to believe the world stays the way it is.
Aren't we meant to think we can change it?
(Aren't I meant to be able to change it?)
It's 3am and I can't sleep and because I've really been hanging onto the little things from that last post, I made a playlist for the last week. Hope you guys like it, even if right now, my mind is fighting and screaming with all the thoughts I thought were gone.
AM/FM Sound by Matt and Kim
Hanging On-Active Child
Settle Down-The 1975
How They Want Me To Be-Best Coast
The Sound of Silence-Simon and Garfunkel
No One Like You-Best Coast
How We Do (Party)-Rita Ora
Bleeding Out-Imagine Dragons